There’s an old adage that states:
“You can’t help those who can’t help themselves.”
While this is largely true there is a caveat. You still need to try.
It all started with a phone call from a
friend and Masonic brother after 10 PM on a Saturday night in
October. Despite the bond between Masonic brothers being mighty and
strong, the late hour, and that this particular brother is
long-winded and hard to get off the phone, I chose to let it go to
voicemail. He immediately texted me imploring me to call him. I did.
He was in jail.
It turns out my Masonic brother, who is held to a higher standard by our fraternity and by his own commitment to be a better all-around man, was pulled over for speeding and then arrested for outstanding warrants. He was unlicensed, uninsured and in violation of not paying 2 years of child support. He needed my help, in particular he needed money. His car was impounded and he needed 500 dollars.
I offered my ear, the full extent of my
advice and any resources I had to offer but I had no money to give. I
implored him to reach out to his family. What he then told me made me
realize that I actually knew very little about my friend.
I always knew that he was under-employed. When I reconnected with him 7 years ago (we were friends in HS) he was working part time which I thought was odd for a man my age with children. What I didn’t know, and learned that night, was that he hasn’t worked at all in 2 years. His girlfriend he lives with had finally grown tired of supporting him and asked him to move out. His mother refuses to have him stay at her house. His 2 ex wives hate him. He is in a deep depression, and he is blaming his current situation on it.
The temptation to be judgmental was overwhelming. I had serious questions and opinions on how he had let himself get into this situation. In particular how just getting a damn job could have prevented all of this. But it would have been kicking a man while he is down, it’s not my style and it isn’t helpful. I needed to help him then and kick his ass later.
I implored him to reach out to anyone
in his family that he can borrow from to get his car out of impound.
He called me the next morning, his son had stepped up and helped him.
I have seen him regularly since then. He still has no car or license, he has been sofa-hopping every night, a hearing for his support is pending and he isn’t working. To be fair, without a car or a mailing address he really can’t work. But in my heart of heart I knew that he wasn’t trying. He was doing the one thing I hate the most…feeling bad for himself. Still, I withheld judgement.
Last night he called me. The situation was critical. He is officially completely broke, has nowhere to stay and has noone to turn to. I talked to him for hours, but after hour 3 I realized that he has a fatal character flaw. He doesn’t listen, he merely waits to talk again. I wasn’t getting through to him. I verified that he had a place to sleep that night and ended the conversation for the night. I went to bed but didn’t sleep well. I was very worried about my friend.
This morning he called me early. He was in tears. He had been a closed off rock before, not being able to ask anyone for help and not taking advice, now he had finally lost it. He cried into the receiver about how he wanted to be a better man, how he couldn’t take feeling like this anymore but he didn’t know where to turn. For the first time, he was willing to hear my thoughts. I again resisted the urge to give some tough love, some hard advice. It still wasn’t the time. He needed some stability to get his tears out, not worry about where he would lay his head that night or where his next meal will come from. I told him to hold tight, that I would call him back.
Before I go any further let me say that
if I wasn’t 100 miles away I would take him in in a second. But I
But I had another idea. A mutual friend
and Masonic brother of ours had a spare room and had previously
offered it to me. He had also mentioned that he would offer it to our
friend if it absolutely came to that. I called him and told
him that it had indeed come to that and I updated him on the status
of our friend. We both agreed that something had to be done. Inaction
could result in something tragic and neither of us could live with it
having not done something.
He was open to the idea of letting our
friend stay with him but he had some genuine, legitimate concerns. He
is also struggling financially. He can barely feed himself and is
wary of having another mouth to feed. This is a fair assessment, our
friend doesn’t have any means to support himself and would need some
generosity for a while. We talked about his own situation for a
while. We had concluded that it would be a temporary help for our
friend and other than financial, it wouldn’t put him out. In fact, he
would welcome the company. But still, there was the matter of money.
I told him that I would give him a
check for $200.00 to pay for enough groceries for one month. I really
don’t have it to spare but I need to do something. He was taken back
by my offer but grateful. He thanked me for the offer but he would
have to call me back. He recognized the urgency but needed a moment
to think. Before he hung up he asked me where our friend was staying.
I gave him the address.
I just received a call from my
distressed friend. He was picked up an hour ago and he is enroute to
his temporary shelter. He tearfully thanked me for my assistance and
pledged his undying gratitude. I told him to take the reprieve to
assess, recover, relax and game plan his return to being a productive
I don’t know where he will be in a
month. I plan on visiting them on Sunday to get a better feel for
where he is going. I want to thank my friend and Masonic brother for
putting our brother up. For now, I don’t have to worry about him
succumbing to his depression.
I don’t have much in the way of assets,
but I am always going to be as generous as my situation allows with
what I do have. Empathy, a soft shoulder, a cache of hard-earned
wisdom and a meager but consistent bank account can go a long way.
No-one can do everything. But everyone
can do something.